adikku sayang bergumbira

hari ini

dia gumbira,sangat gumbira

kerana berjaya tak pecahkan rekod anak2 incik adi

join kroni akak n abang2 nye

keempat2 anak incik hadi dapat 8A PmR!!

*tak termasuk adika le. yg tu tunggu la 14taun lagi.ntah wujud lg ke x pmr time tu*

kami semua gumbira

abah n mama of coz juga gumbira

adika pura2 gumbira. gelak2 ambik hati.gugugu

tapi yang penting.

syukur kepada Allah

rezeki Allah,akhirnya adik dapat gak 8A

sape kata dapat 4A1B UPSR bermakna adik stupid??

sape kata x dapat 5A UPSR bermakna adik gagal selama2 nyer??

siapa yang kata adik pasti kalah di tangan manusia2 lain??

selama2 nya hanya mampu melihat kejayaan orang len?

sape kata???????

siapa yang kata begitu, kita booooooooooooooooooooo sma mereka.

gugugu

adikku menang.

aku bangga.

kan kakak dah kata, boley nye dapat 8A

rezeki Allah,siapa tahu. Alhamdulillah~~~~~

kepada sedara maraku yg dapat 8A jua,tahniah

yang x dapat. jangan putus asa.

x kiamat pon dunia x dapat 8A

teroskan usaha

yang bakal2 pekse next year or next2 year

blaja elok2

x rajin x pe, asalkan elok2

sekali baca terus masuk otak

semayang2 la. dah tua bangka jangan pura2 x perlu semayang

buatlah orang tua anda bangga

orait??

sekali lagi, tahniah

Nur Adilla Ab Hadi

New Baby~tahniah

MOHD NAQIB IMAN

nilah baby baru mak teh

satu-satunya cahaya mata lelaki setelah melahirkan 4 anak perempuan

yang sulung dah nak tingkatan 5 pun

mujurlah mak teh x putus asa

sekarang dah pun ada 'hero' baru kat rumah

Alhamdulillah, rezeki Allah siapa yang tahu

yang penting,sabar n doa

InsyaAllah Allah tunaikan

kalau tu adalah benda yang terbaik untuk kita

lahir 8/12/2009 (rasanyala.x ingat pulak tarikh)

yang penting,few day before bday adika yg 1st tu

december babies la korang ni

apapun,

tahniah atas kelahiran Naqib Iman ni

and hopefully dapat membahagiakan lg rumahtangga yg dah bahagia

dan membesar menjadi seorang anak yg soleh, bijak n kacak (gugugu)

nanti geng la dgn adika main kejar2

hihi

*gambar diambil ketika melawat mak teh di rumahnya beberapa hari yg lalu. gambar2 lain x dapat disiarkan kerana mak teh x pakai tudung.pantang la katakan.gugugu*

si kacak pujaan hati

~~Hikayat Si Kacak dan Si Jelita~~

si kacak berlagak membawa kereta

si kacak gembira memandu kereta

si kacak bersama2 ibu si kacak

si kacak berasa terganggu

si kacak dapat penumpang yang jelita

si kacak berkira2 mahu mengorat si jelita atau tidak

si jelita frust kerana terpaksa menolak si kacak

si kacak menangis teresak-esak

+++++THe EnD+++++

HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY ADIKA PUTRA HAKIMI!!

well,i should make this post on 10th december ago,

but due to some circumstances (and my lazyness)

i could only make it now.

ape pon, there's no way he would read and understand this for now

so its okay la kan,hihi

he might read this years and years later (i hope)

and perhaps he would be happy then

whatever it is

he is the diamond of my heart

the brother i had been praying to have for years

when hope seemed to fade

Allah granted my my wish n my prayer

to give me a little brother

that i can love n play with

i hope Allah will panjangkan umur both of us

and our family too

so we could live together for a long time

for this upcoming years

may it filled you with unconditional love

and never ending happiness

i can't wait to see what kind of boy/guy/man

you will grow up to be

hopefully a good one, soleh, and bijak

put us on the cloud

eventhough by the time you get married

i would already be an old lady

its okay rite?

you have all my love

my precious little brother

Adika Putra Hakimi

sincerely,

kakak E

(+kakak D)

cara2 nak suruh angah keluarkan kereta secara paksa

bila me n my sis nak main ping pong tapi angah sangat malas untuk keluarkan kereta dr garage, ini adalah apa yang kami patut lakukan:

syarat2:
1.mama mesti nak bekerjasama
2.abah mesti ada kat ruang tamu*paling penting*

seperti mana yang kita tau, angah takutkan abah je kat rumah ni, dan abah sangat menyuruh aku n adik main ping pong setiap masa,jadi, option:

1. suruh angah alihkan kereta dengan suara yang kuat*pastikan abah dengar*. contoh: "Angah, tolong alihkan kereta,erra dgn adik nak main PING PONG ni~~". so sebab abah da dengar, nak x nak,kena gak alihkan,kalau x abah marah.kikiki

2.*perlu bantuan mama*. suruh mama pergi depan ruang tamu tu,*abah kat situ* sambil cari2 kunci kereta n buat2 sibuk pada masa yang sama.pastikan abah nampak mama pegang kunci. abah akan bertanya,"mama nak pergi mana ni?" n mama akan jawab," nak alihkan kereta ni, era ngan adik nak main ping pong.tolong dukung adika jap abah." lalu abah pasti akan berkata, " suruh je fizi alihkan kereta. FIZI!!!" gugugugu

3.*agak berbahaya,tapi boleh dicuba*aku naik kereta,bukak enjin, sambil try2 reverse sendiri. adik jerit2."kiri!kanan!jangan tekan minyak!!"*pastikan abah dengar*abah akan keluar n tanya," nape bawak kereta sendiri ni? langgar tiang kang,angah mana??suruh angah kuarkan. FIZI!!!" gagaga


+tammat+

Allergi

ye,aku tau banyak post2 aku pasal masalah jiwa

da leh masuk spital mental kot

tapi post ni x de kaitan pape pn dgn alergi2 seperti:

allergik lelaki

allergik 'cintan cintun'

mahupun yang sewaktu dengannya

tapi,allergik yg ingin kuperkatakan kali ini ialah

allergik sabun

bukan sabun mandi ye kawan2

sebab saya mahu sentiasa harum n wangi,

cantik berseri-seri*gugugugu*

tapi sabun basuh pinggan

dan sabun basuh baju

yang berbentuk solid

dan berjenama 'tutttttt'

namun itulah apa yg dibelikan mamaku sejak bermulanya cuti sem

aku coba bertahan,bertahan,dan bertahan,namun...

sistem badanku mengalah

kulit tangan ku*kanan terutamanya*

menggelupas, merah dan pedih

kering kontang

tersiksa hari2ku,mengharap sinar baru

jari2 yang bergaris2 dalam, tanda penggunaan pisau yang tekun

jelas kelihatan.

aku x kawin lagi

adakah saham aku akan jatuh merudum?

atau terus meningkat?

kini kutukar ke jenama lain, dan bertukar form,

yakni liquid.

tanganku kembali mengintai sinar mentari yang indah.

sekian,terima kasih.

*gugugugugu.saje merapik*

tidak happy sama sekali

ye,saya tahu

semua orang kene bersyukur

saya sangat bersyukur,tapi,somehow, rasa x sedap

ok,abah belikan laptop.

that is so unexpected.

not over-the-top model

but still, i dun feel happy

why?

because i dun feel like i deserve that

my result this sem is just not good

it's bad

jatuh dr sem lepas

eventhou last sem i manage to naikkan result

again, i fall down.

and i'm not da kind of person

who likes receiving thing

when i dun feel like i deserve it

it is shameful.very

if abah want to take back this lappy after he know my result tomorrow

honestly,i dun mind

till now,i'd never seen this as 'mine'

i dont deserve this.i dont

this lappy make me feel guilty like...*ditapis lembaga penapisan*

not even a single 'yeay' keluar from my mouth.

senyum2 je la.tu pon kelat

consficate this or whatsoever,i dun mind,not even a bit

and i'm really feeling down

with my result

ok la,no repeat paper*alhamdulillah*

and my purata still good,above 3*alhamdulillah*

but it suck!

i dun know.everything tunggang langgang

i lost my purpose.my motivation.

its time to get up.wake up.

take a breather n a cold shower

snapped back into mission.

i need to focus.i need to change

its never too late.i know it

better try my hardest starting next sem,never slack off again

i'm sorry if i have to hide my result for awhile

to my bestfren,dell.

it hurts,u know.but i'm not feeling any bad feel towards anybody

its just me.my fault.

please bring me up again.

and i know i can do it

because i'm a strong one.

give up doesnt exist in my dictionary of life

at least i thought so

Too far

Glancing up the distance star

I see one that's shining brightly

so beautiful, take my breath away

take my breath away,

just like you.

I wish i could possess the star,

keeping it in my pocket,

near to my heart,

but the truth it is too far,

too far,

Just like You.

Far away,away from me.

Come home,home again.

soon,please.

end

bak kata Ratu Kebaya rumah,cik Nur Adilla,
citer Nenek Kebaya da nak abis Isnin ni.
Oh no!!!
Pastikan jadual aktivit disususn rapi pada hari tersebut
supaya tak terlepas citer tersebut
mari2 tonton Nenek Kebaya
Hanya di,Tv3 n Tv9


p.s:aku rasa diana rafar leh menang anugerah ah blakon citer tu.gle menjadi

spellbinded

Cast Ur Spell Upon Me;

And Make me See,

Make Me Believe

That U are Meant fOr Me

p.s: nothing pon sebenarnya.haha.dun misunderstand.i'm noot in jiwang mood or whatsoever. just this sentence suddenly pop in my head.

Nenek Kebaya

2,3 menjak ni, adik aku suka sungguh pakai kebaya

menang ratu kebaya la konon

ntah2 pengaruh citer Nenek Kebaya

tp best gak cite tuh

walaupon Pak Salleh hero pujaanku da mati

tapi Zed Zaidi muncul selaku ustaz Shafie memachokan diri,

menunjukkan power terpendam,

menyerang makhluk2 jahat yg merasuk Samsiah

walaupun aku tidak mengerti mengapa samsiah esti memakai kebaya

mungkin untuk menawan hati incik adam yg da tua tu

tapi x mengapa

akan ku tonton hingga keakhirnya

setiap isnin hingga jumaat, 830 malam, di tv9

bagaimana dengan anda?

adakah anda suka pakai kebaya?

mari mewarna rakan2!!!

dengan ini,dengan bngganye saya mengumumkan bahawasanya saya, Nur Aisyahira telah menyertai pertandingan mewarna anjuran pakcu di kampung pelak,pekan pada hari raya aidil adha yg lalu.

and i won!!!yuhuu

adakah ini perkara yang patut dibanggakan?

YA,kerana: i hate coloring.damn much. 19 years in my life,i'd never,ever finished coloring a single thing. mesti halfway jek, kadang2 quarter. quarter pn x lepas pon ada. it is a ver booooring thing to do. plus, it consumes lots of energy,time n focus. pening pulak tu nak fikir tone la,pekat sana, x pekat sini, pilih2 warna,masuk ke x, menyerlah ke tak.huih...tak dayo eden ha!! SO, being able to finished warna gambar2 tu is a big achievement for me!! i should be proud. u too. haha.dah la tu,menag lagi.hasil undian ramai.x ke bangga tuh.

TIDAK,kerana:pencabar2 ku adalah budak2 tadika n sekolah rendah. (kuang kuang kuang~~)

*menyorok bawah meja.malu~~*actually warna x la lawa sangat pon, tapi sebab pencabar2 memberi cabaran yg sangat 'hebat'..hehehe

*antara wajah2 pencabar yg diakamkan kemudian*hehe

*ikan pelaga versi khas aku*

*susah gle nak warna ni.hampir putus asa.ikan kelisa*hua3

Maka.saat2 yg ditungg2 tiba jua. PENYAMPAIAN HADIAH!!!*clap3*

pakcu: ha,sape rasa dia warna paling cantik angkat tangan!

me:*angkat dengan sangat konfiden*

*budak2 join angkat*

pakcu: ok,sebab semua angkat tangan,semua adalah pemenang!!

me n budak2:.......

Okey.I.dun.like.that. Everyone-is-the-winner thingy. for me la, when dealing with kids, its better to properly annouce who's win n who's not. bila buat mcm tu, somehow they will feel dat the hard they had put all that while was not being properly looked at. if they win, they will feel more confident n motivated to be greater n even if they didn't win, kids are optimistic. they will just try harder next time to win. everybody-win will just lumpuhkan motivation diorang. they will feel overly dissatisfied.

and i was right. After that, diorang x kisah sangat pn pasal hadiah tu, siap wat vote2 lagi,sape layak menang. tu la sebabnya i won.banyak vote.hehe. excited diorang bgtau sape no.1,2 n 3. i told ya~

papepon,sebenrnya pakcu mmg nak bg semua orang tudung tu,saje je wat2 mewarna. wat suspen aku jek tunggu grand prize.hehe. Anyway, thanx pakcu! i move one step foward because of dat.

so,rakan2, mari mewarna~~~~~

Baru aku Tau

pertama:

suatu hari di dalam kereta altos putih makcu, aku telah diberi satu soalan yang tak pernah aku fikir sepanjang idop aku,soalan yang di mana aku telah gagal menjawabnya, yakni:

makcu: ha,cuba cakap pe warna kegemaran mama?
me: erk?........
makcu: apa la, mama sendiri pn x tau. warna HIJAU la..
me: mana makcu tau?
makcu: cuba tenung2 balik, baju raya taun lepas warna apa? nape tetibe tangga rumah erra warna hijau? nape baju mama banyak warna hijau? pastu ingat x hadiah kite beli utk mama duli, kan makcu pilih kaler hijau,sebab mama suka kaler tu la...
me: oh, ingatkan tangga tu saje2 jek.hihi

lesson one: mama suka warna hijau.

kedua:

pada suatu hari, aku sedang membrowse internet n facebook tanpa tujuan, lalu tetibe aku tekan page makcu aku, noor zehan. ehem2, for ur information, my auntie tu sekarang da ada boyfriend ye, abang polis lagi. hahahaha. so, ketika aku membelek2 page beliau, maka ternampak la satu statement yang aku sendiri x tahu mengenainya, dr bofrennya, yakni:

"tetibe i found out yang girlfiend i is so into white. kasut, kereta, beg,(n some more item) semua putih"
*keratan ringkas. mungkin ada sedikit perbezaan.*

dalam hati aku berkata, " eh, girlfen dia yang mana ni suka warna putih?"
lalu aku merenung2 kembali, muhasabah diri tentang makcu aku tu. baru aku sedar, bahawa:
Beg, Kasut n Kereta n HAndPhone makcu semua warna PUTIH. hihi.

lesson two: makcu suka warna PUTIH

ketiga:

pada satu malam yang hening, dalam kereta di mana aku bersama2 abah, mama, adik n adika on da way balik rumah dr rumah mak ngah, kejadian ini berlaku. Ketika itu, abah pasang radio, tapi volume radio tu slow gila, sampai aku rasa loya. (i tend to focus on sound n motion, so bila bunyi to slow, bayangkanla, telinga ni kene fokus macam nak mati, tu yg pening tu).

nasib baiklah yg drive abah. kalau makcu ke, along ke, orang len ke, memang da kene da:
"kuatkanla sket radio tu. nak bagi semut sbelah radio tu je ke dengar?"
hehehe.

time tu, telinga aku menangkap irama awal lagu "aku stacy". buat biasa je la. tibe2, bunyi radio tu berubah jd kuat gila secara drastik. terkejut aku, jeling2, abah yg kuatkan rupanya. siap humming lagi.

lesson three: abah suka lagu "AKU STACY"


conclusion:

-aku memang teruk bab2 mengamati warna feveret orang. lainla macam dell, dia mmg cakap, "aku suka warna biru".kalau dia x cakap, haram aku x sedar kot. maybe, aku kurang ambik berat detail2 kecik macamtu. orang lain yang baru kenal diorang lagi nampak benda tu, padahal aku x nampak apa2. maybe tu la life. knowing someone or something longer doesnt mean we know better. sometimes, we need people to tell us the detail that we missed. perlu teguran, sebab kita sendiri x nampak, benda yg ada depan mata.

that's life.

nothing much

baru berapa hari holiday start ek? 5 days la,lebih kurang.

and yet, dah start rasa boring.

adika dah makin lasak,letih aku dibuatnya.

tapi,at least dapat gak la menghibur hati jaga dia.

ingat nak contact kawan2.

nak call dell, syimah, sya2.

nak chatting dengan sarah..

tapi ada je aral melintang.maybe nanti sikit kot.

tunggu clear sket keadaan nih.

banyak benda nak cakap ngan diorang.

oh, aku da lama x bergelak sakan.

sejak cuti la kot.

x de dell di sisi, hidupku x ceria.

wakaka

tetibe merindui si koci manis itu.

conclusion:

hidup bergelumang hanya buku=hidup tanpa satu pon buku susah2 di sisi

dua2 bosan.

time ni la rasa nak g belaja. haha

love like this

sangat menyeksakan

tak mungkin dapat tipu hati

tak mungkin dapat tipu diri sendiri

i hate my very own self

for this.

for everything.

somebody,help me.

Free, at last?

yeah, dudes

not particularly in every aspect of life

but, at least...

From Semester 3!!!!!!!

that's rite, exam is over!

as far as what i have been experiencing, this sem is totally a killer. owh, trust me. i dont have much leisure to make a joke that is not funny.and scary. three labs, with lots of complex-like-an-emotional-girl-having-her-PMS projects (complex,isn't it?), and soooo many other assignments, enough to make me exhausted like i'd been running non-stop 24-hours.

I'm so glad to break up with you, finally,sem 3. da~~

but does this mean heaven? am i a free spirit now?

answer: NO

well, as sem 3 is a total mess, just like my room's condition now, i have to strive harder next sem. and next next next sem too. It will be a battlefield, but i'm not sure whether i'll be ready for a change. revolution. in my soul. (malas to rajin)

for now, i'm free. yeke?
okay,again, not really. dah cuti, apa lagi, balik rumah la kan. bersediala aisyahira oii.. untuk dikerah tenaga sehabis2 nyer. Bukak balik folder resipi dalam otak tuh, folder penjagaan bayi, and folder house-keeping. renung la tangan anda lama2, sapu2 losyen n usap2 ngan pnoh feeling, ambik gambar jika perlu, kerana selepas ini..... TANGAN ANDA AKAN MENJADI KASAR SEMULA... hahaha

perhaps, i won't be free. forever.

p.s: feel like having a boyfriend. owh, loneliness-sickness come again. hush!

temperature rise baby

panas.panas.panas.
suhu badan meningkat, badan menggigil2 tahan sejuk
oh, aku dah demam.

aisyahira: ala, demam pulak, macam ne ni, exam jumaat pagi. nak tdo ke nak stadi?

aisya: tdo la.. jangan paksa sangat badan tu. berapa hari da demam ni. x rest, mcm ne nak baik.

ais: apa rest2 ni? oiiii exam wei!math plak tu. demam sket da lembik. tahan je la. pilih la, nak tdo sampai badan sihat ke nak kantoi exam????

result: makan ubat, baring2 jap setengah jam hingga sejam, bangun n stadi semula.

tahan la aisyahira ye.. good luck.
badan, sila bertahan.

post ini untuk naikkan semangat yg down. saya boleh! anda boleh!
hm..bolehke?

renung-renungkan

SLY

I'm as sly as a wolf
I'll do whatever i have to do to get what i want
And one project is lying in front of me
All is in my hand
Success or Failure

All pre-preparation for the project execution had been done
perhaps, today It will start.
Operation EC I, started.

Wish me luck, pray for me, babes.

"you will definitely fail if you create a lie using only your left brain"

so i'm using both. great facts, great acts.
perfect blend?

stay by me

one true friend is better than thousands who know nothing but leech on you.

one true friend is better than thousands who didnt understand anything about you.

and i'm glad, i did not have only one, but many.

and i love all of them all the same.

dell- truly my best friend. without you,life will be so boring and lonely. the funny one. i can always find reasons to laugh when we are together.

sarah- always ready to share with me her secret and hear mine too. the sengal one. and the laziest too.haha. she really know how to pujuk me when i felt angry with her. cet.

syimah- my hometown buddy. without her, i wouldnt know what to do on holidays. a very sensitive, sweet and nice girl. we share the same unfortunate love story, would i say. syimah sangat manja. someone who really understand others pain, at least mine.

aidah- my long lasting friend. whatever happen, you have ur place in my heart.

zarifah- active kid in the block.heheh. very kind and considerate.

cdot- she said i'm the complicated one, but i would say its her. perfect word for her: unpredictable. well, if u know how to deal with her, its not dat painful, coz she's a real kind girl actually.

they are friends who had always been close to me, never leave me, regardless the situation. never leave me when they found other friends, and always ready to listen to me.

i love all of you. and i miss you, very much.

reminiscance/paranoid

recalling my past, is what i'd been doing these past few hours. practically, i'm looking back, once again, to what i was before, my condition, my life.. and everything.

and i cannot help the sigh that was coming out of my mouth, and my heart.

it was so different,so..so.. different, i wish i'm just dreaming all these while.
hatred cannot solve anything. it wont do. it takes absolute ignorance. but that's the only thing that i cannot do.

two papers of my final da lepas, and heat transfer was hell. somehow i dont really feel like grieving. i just let it go. like the saying goes, "its no use crying over the spilled milk". its no use too, regretting everything that i'd done, that had been done. just redha je, apa yang jadi.

failure is not the end. once i failed, i can always stand up and rise gracefully again.
i'm strong enough to do that. i wont cry because of my failure, because i dont ever want to admit that i'm defeated. i'm not defeated, i dont fail, it was just.. i slipped a bit. i can always stand up again.

i can.

dulu, when i felt like i was doing bad in examinations or tests, i would cry my eyes out, alone. grieving to myself, blaming myself over and over again, always worried of the outcome. i cannot sleep at all. it will haunt me.

maybe now i can deal with them better.yeah, i can.

and lately, i see lots of people changed their status. from single to being in a relationship.
"that's nice.."i thought. but i'm still afraid of love. paranoid, am i? haha. maybe.

because people change, and their hearts change.. it scares me. love.. can also change. no matter how much u tried.. it wont stay. they wont stay. they will leave you.me. i believe that.

why does people changed?

for now, single is the best option for me. thought it was lonely, very lonely sometimes. nak2 plak tengok my best buddy hari2 bergayut, yet i have no one to talk to, for me to tell about my day, my happiness, my sorrow, it is still okay. i'll wait till this wound heal completely first. *jeling2 dell yg sedang bergayut di luar. bila nak masuk bilik ni.."

everyone, please pray that i can get through all of these obstacles beautifully.
pray that we will all succeed together.

(sedikit sedutan ringkas perbualan bersama nana di pizza hut)

me: nana, pior dah berapa lama fly?
nana: hm..dua bulan
me: selalu ke call?
nana:hari-hari. tapi x la lama sangat. 5 -10 minit je.
me: korang x gaduh2 ke? nak clash2 ke? maklumlah, jauh
nana: x la, x pernah gaduh.
me: oh, ye ke?*muka terkejut*
nana: nape?
me: haha.bagusla korang.

good for you,nana n pior. i know both of u are different. my last hope.haha
gud luck!

p.s: nana, jgn marah. btw, tangan ira sakit gle harini pas main percussion semalam. it was very fun. i really enjoyed myself with u.tq!len kali jom test nada lagi.hehe

where you are

malam td.. when i was studying with dell kat pantry
suddenly laptop dia play this song by jessica simpson feat nick lachey, her ex hubby

siap ada music video lagi
the song title is

"WHERE YOU ARE"

and i'm a person who can be easily touched by sad song, with deep and beautiful lyrics
the way jessica and nick sing that song mmg sangat2 sweet and emotional

i put all my focus on that song mv, melody and lyrics

and suddenly i felt difficult to breath
and tears rolling down my cheek

i cried.haha

sometimes a good cry is all i need to wash away my misery
feeling sad and crying just showed dat after all, i still have a soft heart.
maybe this is a new start.

try listening to dat song. lagu lama actually. sedih!